Lost Direction !!

Well..I am 24 now..There are no set execution plans..I dont know what i actually want...
Being jobless, I have lot of time to waste :P :P ...

I keep thinking about how should i remain occupied..I study to bell CAT (hahaha)..at times whole day long but when evaluated it turns out a mere 2-3 hours job..So is my mind corroded ??

I feel I have messed it up all.. There aint anything on this not so green earth which can please me..
I dont understand what direction should i put in efforts to get the results(don know which results :P:P) ...Its like I have lost my way back to happiness..Help me the great Divine Power....Help me...

Current Mood - Disappointed

Today 10 mins back, I found my cousin online and pinged him..
asked him in our mother tongue "su kare che(what are u doin)" reply was
tnoyb(thats none of ur business)..it hurt a lil...tried to still converse..passed a link to check out...reply was let it be....don give a damn attitude :( ......asked a couple
of other questions..they were monosyllables...then gave up and said gn..

Now i am guessing whats wrong with him..or whats wrong with me..
or whats wrong with our relnshp...its really sad once we were havin great fun and now doesn matter each others' existence :( .....